the wrong kind of love #33

Chapter 33As soon as they got home, they were met by Kian in the living room. Mandy was in the hall hanging her jacket up and removing her shoes.“Hey Bri. Mandy came over looking for…” he stopped when he saw her walking in and smiled, “…But I see she has found you!”Brian smiled and nodded, “Any calls for me?”“your ma called earlier. Said she will call you tomorrow as she won’t be home tonight!” he shrugged.“Where’s Rach?” Brian asked as Kian sat down and flicked through the telly.“Oh, she’s staying round her place tonight. She said something about an early start tomorrow!” he shrugged.Brian looked at Mandy and laughed, “I just love he way those 2 communicate. They NEVER know what each other’s doing!”Mandy smiled as Kian grinned and turned his attention back to the TV.Mandy looked at Brian, “I am just going to use your bathroom ok?”Brian smiled and nodded, “Do you want anything to eat?”Mandy pulled a face and shook her head quickly, “I am not really hungry, thanks!”“How about a drink?” he offered.“Oh, um. Water please. Thanks!” she smiled weakly before she went up. Brian went to get the drinks and then returned to the living room.“So, what’s she doing here?” asked Kian, without taking his eyes away from the telly.“Her name is Mandy, Kino and she is staying round tonight. She’s had a huge bust up with her husband!” explained Brian.“Again?” gasped Kian.“It’s a bit more serious this time, mate. IN fact, it is very complicated.” He sighed.“So it is definitely over between them then!” he checked.Brian sighed and nodded, “I think you could very safely say that, yes!”“Which means that you can move in on her any time you want!” he grinned.“Kian, please. Some respect eh mate? She’s only just split up from him., I am not about to make a move on her. God knows how vulnerable she must be feeling!” he argued, rolling his eyes.“Why not? She’s a free agent!” he shrugged.“Coz it’s not right, that’s why! Her self esteem has just taken a nose dive. It’s way too soon. She might not even want to!” he sighed.“But she might be gagging for it too!” winked Kian, “And if her self esteem is so low, what better way is there to get her feeling good about herself?”Brian looked at him, sighed and shook his head, “Grow up Kino. There’s more to life than just sex you know?”“Yeah, only coz you ain’t getting any!” smirked Kian, taking a sip of his beer. He looked at the door and saw Mandy coming in. He shut up now, hoping she had not heard any of the conversation. He smiled at her and then looked at the telly again.“You ok, sweetheart?” smiled Brian, hoping himself that she hadn’t heard any of what they were talking about.Mandy sighed and nodded as she picked up her glass of water. She drank the whole lot and put the glass back down.“I am so tired!” she yawned.“Come. I’ll show you to my room!” smiled Brian.Kian snorted, “Yeah go on Mandz. He never gets to say that to many girls, and actually have them doing it!”Brian shot him an evil glance and put his hand on her back. Mandy looked at him and smiled. Then she looked at Kian and wished him a goodnight, which he just responded with a wink and a grin. They both walked upstairs and into his room.“I am sorry about Kian. You’ll get used to him, I promise!” he sighed, going to his drawer and pulling out a t-shirt.Mandy smiled and nodded.“Here, you can wear this to sleep with if you want!” he smiled, handing it to her.“It’ll probably be like a dress on me!” she tried to laugh. Brian just smiled at her, “Are you going to be ok?”Mandy nodded quickly, “I think so!”“Ok then. Goodnight babe!” he leaned closer to kiss her cheek, but Mandy turned her head around to kiss his other cheek and they ended up kissing on each other’s lips. Brian instantly pulled back and stared at her in shock. Mandy leaned in closer and started kissing his lips again, this time intentionally. Brian pulled back, “Mandy. No!” he whispered.“Why not?” she mumbled, now kissing his neck.Brian was enjoying this immensely. He tilted his head to the side so she could get better access. He was losing himself to her and his breathing became more shallow. Mandy kissed his lips again, and this time Brian responded. However, he soon snapped back to reality and pushed her away.“No Mandz. We cannot do this!” he panted.“Why not?” she sighed.“Coz we can’t. It’s just..wrong!” he frowned.“Great. SO first my husband is so repulsed by me that he becomes gay and now you don’t wanna know!” she moaned, banging her fist hard to her side.“Ah come on Mandz. It’s not like that!” he sighed, running his hands through his hair.“You were practically begging for me the other day!” she sighed impatiently, “What the fuck happened?”“Watch your language, Mandy.” he moaned.“Well?” she snarled.“You are feeling very vulnerable at the moment Mandz. Your head is a mess. You have just found out your husband is gay. Your self esteem has taken a huge battering. You are not thinking straight babe!” he tried to reason.Mandy bowed her head down and sighed.“I just don’t want to go taking advantage of you darling. That’s not m style. Sure I want you. God only knows how much. I always have. You know how strongly I feel about you. But at the moment you are far too confused to even think straight. You may think you want this, but is it really what you need? You’ll only wake in the morning regretting this, and I’ll be damned if I am letting that happen. It happened once before Mandy, and it hurt like hell hearing you saying what a mistake it was and how much you regretted it!” he explained.Mandy sighed and nodded.Brian grabbed her hands, “You do understand, don’t you?”Mandy swallowed hard and nodded.“OK then. I’ll let you go to bed now. Goodnight babe. I’ll see you in the morning!” he smiled, kissing her cheek. He left the room, leaving Mandy there sitting on the bed. With a heavy sigh, she removed her clothes, put the t-shirt on and crept into bed, falling asleep straight away.